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Cracks

by The After

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1.
Round Peg 04:13
Just follow our set procedures And take your place in line If you fit the status quo Then things should work out fine But we really can’t be expected To bend any of our petty rules Us help a round peg fit the a square hole? No that simply wouldn’t do We want you jumping through our hoops Dot all the i’s and cross the t’s We’ll tie you up in red tape And we’ll bring you to your knees Your a round peg in a square hole Round peg, square hole Round peg, square hole Your not who we want you to be Your a round peg in a square hole When one size should fit all You’ll never reach the next rung on the ladder We’ll just sit and watch you fall Bloody, broken, battered and bruised And you haven’t even hit the ground yet But there’s no one there to catch you And we took away the safety net We want you jumping through our hoops Dot all the i’s and cross the t’s We’ll tie you up in red tape And bring you to your knees Your a round peg in a square hole Round peg, square hole Round peg, square hole Your not who we want you to be We’re sorry we just can’t help you It’s simple, can’t you see? We couldn’t possibly make things easy It’s against our policy We’ll push until you fit our mould Or until you break It really doesn’t matter to us Whichever option you take Round peg, square hole Round peg, square hole Round peg, square hole Round peg, square hole Round peg, square hole Round peg, square hole We’ll have you jumping through our hoops Dot all the i’s and cross the t’s We’ll tie you up in red tape And bring you to your knees Your a round peg in a square hole Round peg, square hole Round peg, square hole Your not who we want you to be
2.
Truth 04:07
With twisted words you try to pull The wool over your own eyes Devious mind and chameleon tongue Drips poison mixed with lies Fact is like a shackle And your desperate to break free Redemption in a bottle You blindly think it helps you see You think your soothing all your sorrows With every sip you drink But it doesn't really dull the pain No matter what you think In your world full of counterfeit emotion Paranoia and imagined slights You wear mistruth like armour To hide from the reality of your own life Fact is like a shackle And your desperate to break free Redemption in a bottle You blindly think it helps you see You think your soothing all your sorrows With every sip you drink But it doesn't really dull the pain No matter what you think With twisted words you try to pull The wool over your own eyes Devious mind and chameleon tongue, Drips poison mixed with lies And all this time you've been searching for your own version of the truth Fact is like a shackle And your desperate to break free Redemption in a bottle You blindly think it helps you see You think your soothing all your sorrows With every sip you drink But it doesn't really dull the pain No matter what you think
3.
Cracks 04:47
Why am I still here? I’m lost in this place I don’t want to be here Despite this smile upon my face Feels like I’m drowning inside But no one ever sees So strong from the outside No one ever sees the cracks But I lay awake most nights, Trying to put these broken pieces back Together Glue them back together Sometimes I just want to scream That I’m here, that I feel Does anyone even see me? Am I even real? And this feeling keeps on growing Deep down inside I always seem to be Who everyone needs me to be But I just want to be myself I just want time to be me And I’m gasping for air I’m suffocating Sometimes I just want to scream That I’m here, that I feel Does anyone even see me? Am I even real? And this feeling keeps on growing Deep down inside Why am I still here Why am I lost in this place? I don’t want to be here Despite this smile upon my face. Feels like I’m drowning inside But no one ever sees
4.
I spend every waking moment Wishing you’d abstain, Because every drink you take Just magnifies your pain And your drifting with the current And your drifting with the tides Your drifting with the current drifting with the tides You vowed that you’d stop getting wrecked But it always goes wrong And your lured back to the bottle By a relentless sirens song And the waves -they’ll pull you under And these waves - they’ll drag you down And the waves -they’ll pull you under And these waves - they’ll drag you down You say your life has no meaning Or at least that’s how it seems It’s just an endless sea of empty bottles Filled with all your wasted dreams And your washed up on the rocks again Thrown against the rocky shore And your washed up on the rocks again Thrown against the rocky shore I beg you for the truth But you just weave another lie Tell me your paddling in the shallows When really the water is neck high And your sinking in deep water And your sinking in the dark And your sinking in deep water And your sinking in the dark I know you count the seconds Of each and every passing hour But did you know I count them too? Waiting for it all to turn sour And your drowning in the riptide your drowning in the deep And your drowning in the riptide And your drowning in the deep You say life has no meaning Or at least that’s how it seems It’s just an endless sea of empty bottles Filled with all your wasted dreams And your washed up on the rocks again Thrown against the rocky shore. And your washed up on the rocks again Thrown against the rocky shore. An endless sea of empty bottles Filled with all your wasted dreams An endless sea of empty bottles Filled with all your wasted dreams An endless sea of empty bottles Filled with all your wasted dreams
5.
Gypsy 04:46
I open my eyes To the dawn of a new day So why do I feel My life is drifting away? I’ve watched your grey spectres Twist inside my head You’d have me chasing your dreams Like mine had already fled For I just can’t escape This need to be me My soul she is a gypsy, And she wants to roam free For I just can’t escape This need to be me My soul she is a gypsy And she wants to roam free Your rules make me feel that I’m trapped in this place I wear societies mask Over my true face But I’m not going to be Who you want me to be I’ll tear down your walls With my army of me And I won’t do what you say Just because it’s what I’m told Ignorant blind obedience Makes my blood run cold I can think for myself I can use my own brain Just following the herd Would make me go insane So I’ll go where I please I’ll be who I choose If you want to wage this war Then it’s you who will lose And I’ll follow my own dreams And I’ll never turn back My heart and my feet Are both on the same track I just can’t escape This need to be me My soul she is a gypsy And she wants to roam free And I just can’t escape This need to be me My soul she is a gypsy And she wants to roam free
6.
Warm Rain 04:00
You’re like warm rain Running down my window pane Never giving up until you find a path Time and time again You’re like warm rain Falling onto my skin Washing away the dark loneliness That lies hidden deep within Warm rain Warm rain You’re like warm rain Falling over my face Saving me from grey clouds In a cold and empty place You’re like warm rain Washing away my tears Softy soothing As you chase away my fears You’re like warm rain Running down my window pane Never giving up until you find a path Time and time again Warm rain Warm rain Warm rain Warm rain Warm rain Warm rain Warm rain
7.
Black Dog 04:20
Voices shout Voices scream Never saying What they mean I've heard them all before These little voices in my head Gives me the urge to scream and shout Make some noise to drown them out They keep on whispering In my ear Until finally Its all I hear Now this Black Dog holds me hostage Trapped beneath his mighty paws And ignoring all my pleas He brings me to my knees When he snarls I start to falter He growls and I get smaller And I just can't shake the feeling That I'm just not good enough I'm just not good enough I'm just not good enough And I just can't shake this feeling That I'll never measure up He's snapping and he’s snarling And he's foaming at the mouth And in the nights when I can't sleep I'm always trying to keep That old black dog to heel I don't like the way He makes me feel Black dog knows he's got me Where he wants me to be And while he's running in my head My heart and soul Are full of dread Voices shout Voices scream Never saying What they mean My feet can't touch the ground My thoughts are spinning round And I just can't shake the feeling That I'm just not good enough Just not good enough Just not good enough And I just can't shake the feeling That I'll never measure up Never measure up Never measure up I've heard them all before These little voices in my head Gives me the urge to scream and shout Make some noise to drown them out They keep on whispering In my ear Until finally, Its all I hear Voices shout Voices scream Never saying What they mean Voices shout Voices scream Never saying What they mean

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released October 27, 2022

Kie - Vocals and Lyrics. Al - Music and all instruments. Mixed and Mastered at Raven Studios, Wales (rav3nstudios@gmail.com)

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The After Wales, UK

Born from the ashes of "FeROXiDE"; following Nikki's tragic and unexpected death in June 2022 there was a nearly completed album left sitting on the studio's hard drive. A small thing by comparison, but the question remains: What do you do? The answer is Life goes on. After. ... more

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